"I'm a pessimist because of intelligence, but an optimist because of will." ~ Antonio Gramsci

I told you it was coming...

I should not be doing this tonight....but, here we go.....

From a stupid quiz....
Rationalist: You belong to a philosophical movement which stemmed out of the European Scientific revolution and was advocated by philosophers like Descartes. You have two basic beliefs.

1) Knowledge and your perspective is based on logic, deduction and reason rather than observation.

2) I think therefore I am (cogito ergo sum).
* What is funny about this is it is not what I would have thought. Although when I was a debate kid this was one of my favorite philosophies. Yes, I was a debate kid :)

I am on a little bit of a country kick....problematic.

Footy Pajamas....so freaking cool.

Feel Better :(

"Let's make a list of who we need, and we'll throw it away because we don't need anyone."

"Joy comes, grief goes, we know not how." ~ J.R. Lowell

You deserve so much more.

"I'm a pessimist because of intelligence, but an optimist because of will." ~ Antonio Gramsci
-I think this perfectly describes me.

I am thinking about you.

Melt downs happen...that is life.

Apparently last night I looked very "60's mod flight attendant". Direct quote from Kevin Jennes "Coffee, Tea, or Me?"

Pedicures Saturday :) Can't wait.

I was surprised on Saturday by some lovely wonderful friends (Phillie, Lila, Joe, and Ashley W.).....with BALLOONS. I was dooped....

Secret Garden Sunday.... if the Ashley Willsey dosn't hate me and calls me back.... :)

Tech boys cuss like sailors. And, some of them are rather adorable.

There are far too many choices for safety glasses.


"Neither the light nor the dark can last forever." - David King

Thank you.

It will be okay.

I at the moment hate facebook.

I called it...

You got phyched out.

Let me make the decision. I will but, let me get there.

Is it weird that my favorite place to be at school is in the scene shop....that is the place most of my classmates hate.

I LOVE talking to you. I hope we can do it more often.

I adore you.

Costume shop is teaching me a lot. But, it is also making me tired.

It was different this time...but, it would always have been.

There are pumpkins in the house for pumpkin soup....I can not explain the level of excitement.

I am intrigued.

Teddy bears make things better.

Driving a giant theatre van around is amusing.

So, I am pretty much ready to find a boy. I know it doesn't work that way. But, if I was able to just decide I was going to and than do it.... Today would be the day. On this same note I have been avoiding it for so long it is sort of time. Or, it's not.

"Well celebrate the next time I see you with a cold hard cider" -Heather Good ** I am in. :)

"You give a dolla you get penguin"

"You never expect the Spanish inquisition"

I am in need of a boy scout... A real one...not a fake :)

"Bad influence" - referring to me... (what sweet little innocent me?) haha. "we just have the innocent persona" -Heather Good.

12:00 AM (on my birthday) me: So, tell me a story
Heather: well one evening this girl was calling this other girl... (as my phone rings) :)

Benjamin "Um....so, if you place scoops on ben and jerry's ice cream on a cookie sheet. And, well bake it. Than, you will get if i put globs of ben and jerrys cookie dough ice cream onto a cookie sheet....and put it into the oven...will it cook? or melt?
me: I will begin my answer again...I adore you.
Benjamin: lol
me: second, I think if you put specifically the globs on the cookie sheet they will bake and not melt...if you just do ice cream....I think melt
Benjamin: lol i meant like.,...using an ice cream scooper....taking a scoop from container...onto tray dough/ice cream and all
me: Well I think you may get cookie like pieces that swim in a milk like substance"


So, my birthday was filled with some pretty wonderful things.

• people I love.
• Indian food
• Delicious homemade red velvet cake.
• Calls from friends.
• Calls from family.
• Text's from friends.
• Facebook wishes.
• Video's from friends.
• And, a little Top Chef

Not so bad....

This made Katie and I laugh a lot...

UGH. School.

I am sort of in love with this song....I think its just adorable. And, not that I would ever go for a little farm boy...but, its kinda cute. This video by the way made me laugh I thought I would pick the most ridiculous option.


"You set yourself up to be less observant when you already know something, or think you know something"

"Yes, we have a new heterosexual male police chief" -Would never be said.... But, what I did hear on the news "Their is a new police chief who is the first lesbian to hold the position"

That fake pompous smile drives me crazy.

"I remember you...I thought you seemed, not boring."

The Bear Buddy Boy is officially one year old today.

I love my pencil holder. Yes, I am a nerd.

"You look really good today" -Um, thank you.

That is awful.

So, I want to hear from you, yes you. Let's have a conversation. Talk to me. :)