"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."

Can you imagine me in a burlesque class? Too funny.

"I can't believe you held out as long as you did. No really you must have like super human strength or something"-Marci

"Seriously...I need more of you in my life."-me

"i agree, i am awesome "-Phillie (so true)

"Can you call the cab company?"-Mr. Benjamin Rush

"Well it is my life goal to have a blog entirely devoted to me so I have to be as funny as possible to make sure I beat out everyone else in the world"-Marci

"Would rather be nine people's favorite thing than one hundred people's nineth favorite thing."

Bad dreams are not so good...

"Alternative name for a professional"-Tara

"Ignore my beer bottle but, please admire my snuggie"-Phillie

"umm he is gorgeous and beautifully polite

haha

he is just too cute

and hes tall

and has blue eyes

and darling"-Miss. Jessie Turner

"Stop thinking it through before it's done."-Heather Good

"'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly"-Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

"Because the beers cold"-Phillie

"He's not 7ft but, I think he's like 6'4"-Jenna

"Q: What are you thankful for?
A: Life...and everyday and everything I am given a chance to love through that life..."-Ben Rush

Cornbread Dressing....weird.

"So his feet are so fat his socks pop off"-Erika

"She's using art historical terms and titles. She's brilliant"-Tara

"But though I tried so hard, my little darling, I couldn't keep the night from coming in"-Joanna Newsom - Cosmia

"Sometimes the Only Way is Jumpin' Hope you not afraid of Heights"-Gavin

"Is this band called Owl City? "-Tara

"Yes"-me

"Does that mean Joe doesn't like them?"-Tara

"Team Ben"

"I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights."

I am super comfortable.

So Bret likes him....this is good.

"I'm pro Hillary"

You will however, have to get someone else to lace you in. Please submit applicants for my approval." ~ Heather Good -- Regarding J2's corset =)

"Because I do believe you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve..."

Jelaluddin Rumi (Poet wrote all of the below)

"Every object, every being, is a jar full of delight"

"Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absentminded. Someone sober will worry about things going badly. Let the lover be."

"Let the beauty we love be what we do."

"People of the world don't look at themselves, and so they blame one another."

"Since in order to speak, one must first listen, learn to speak by listening."

"We rarely hear the inward music, but we're all dancing to it nevertheless."

"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."

"Let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love."

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"If it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck..."-Miss. Willsey

"yaaaay my heart is happy "-Miss. Willsey

“Don't i get a say... he is my kid too you know”-Bret

“Yeah...I guess you do...”-me

“Im just saying”-Bret

“I think you are very right....

so, what do you think...can I have him?”-me

“I'll have to defer to Jenna on this one”-Bret

“hahahahhahaha”-me

*during this conversation Jenna was also facebooking me about the same thing....here it is below...

“...and yes he does have to defer to me. “-Jenna

“hahahaha

I LOVE YOU BOTH”-me

“WE LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOO!”-Jenna

“You guys are so the best”-me

“don't let him talk to you like that. what a pain in the a@*!”-Jenna (referring to something that Bret just said in another convo)

“hahahhahaha

I LOVE YOU”-me

"You strike me as the kind of girl who likes the girly movies and the ones with drama"-Cole (hmmmm....really that narrows it down)

Giggles=LOVE.

"I think you would like this."-Cole

"Minus the chicken"-me

"Yes, minus the chicken"-Cole

"No, im not. Its just a good idea"-mimi

"I am highly aware that thats the way things happen in real life. But, that is not how I like my entertainment"-Tara

"Um, so preface it I am a straight boy"-Ben Rush

"Also, I am pretty sure that notebook is magic because as soon as it opens I get funnier"-Tara

I am really sorry things ended up the way they did for you, but I am glad they did so that they would work the way they did for me...I know that sounds awful. You know what I mean though.

"I'll pick my next girlfriend there"-Tara

"It's a hand it doesn't count. Oh, theres a foot"-me

"Situation candlelight

Enough to see the bits around you
But it's never very bright"-Gavin Degraw

"You give yourself a shot and than you can breast feed? I dont believe that"-Erika

"I'll never get a roller derby girlfriend that way"-Tara

"You take me to Walmart I am calling the cab company"-me

"Did you just rap?"-Tara

"yes"-me

"Can you do it again?"-Tara

Seriously that Coley is super cute. I love him.

"I dont think its bananas"-Tara

"There are many things I cant do when I giggle. Like rap or whistle"-Tara

"Doesn't that just scream I need an L"-Tara

"I'm pouring Jenna's breast milk into a bottle"-Erika

I think I might do it.

"And, now its not. I eat fake vegetarian foods with you"-Tara

"It's like Romeo and Juliet"-me

"Did we just eat soup for an hour and a half?"-Tara

"And, to be honest I am sure most of your followers are too because I am darn funny"-Tara

"Since well both be single for a few years"-Tara

"At least 10"-me

I am not sure proud makes sense...

"I said two, but I dont and heres why"-Tara

"Yes, but you cant have it"-me

"Is that weird?"-Tara

"I think its odd but, thats okay"-me

"You think armpit hair is sexy?"-Tara

"Its called whole foods, not whole home"-Mr. Benjamin Rush

"I want to change society"-Tara

"Me too!"-me

"Ew thats gross"-me

"No, its not, you think its sexy"-Tara

"I did not say that armpit hair was sexy"-me

"We have fun together"-me

"They made you a whole lane. A whole lane."-Tara

"You kind of are. You might be the best thing since the invention of the wheel"-Erika (awww...thanks Erika)

"I am so hungry. I never want to eat food again"-Tara

"Bret has a penis and doesn't go for penis's so that could be part of it"-Jenna

"We are going to sit at this red light until you make a decision"-Mr. Ben Rush

Big news on both God Mommy fronts.

"Coley agrees with me just so you know. If you agree Coley don't say anything"-Erika

You are so teaching me a lesson. Thank you.

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I found this...it made me laugh...It came from the Queendom of the E's group on myspace...regaurding who would get married first...Kacy, Jessie and I laughed about it and wondered if it was still around a few weeks ago...and, oh, it is...and, its ridiculous.... Its a little long...most people will not find this interesting...but, I knew the E's would.

"So we have a question for you....Jessie and I were talking and we were argueing about which of the four of us (as in Marci, Kacy, Jessie, and Hillary) would get married first....
so as far as we got we think Kacy will be first, mostly because she is the closest with her new boy and the rest of us are flying free....

Tell us what you think, and why, and yes we know this is dumb but be nice and just do it!

"oh you so didn't! Every one knows i'm bitter and tainted as far as love is concerned and have vowed to never, or most likely never, get married!

But yes, i do adore my boy very very much, but as of now i don't think there will be wedding bells very soon, mostly because I'M 18!!!!! Dear god....

my vote is on hillary(regardless of what collin says), she will wait for the very most perfect boy and turn all other non perfect boys down, and then marry her perfect boy after 4 1/2 weeks of dating. then have multiple litlle babies, like 6.

Jessie next, she will find a cute artsy boy and date him for a long time, like 3 years, then marry him, and have a classic wedding (which no one expects of jessie). And be happy forever and ever.

marci next, she'll play the field in LA for a long time, settle on a semi-famous actor which she is directing in her latest movie, marry him, cheat on him with a more famous actor, divorce him, take his money, marry the more famous actor, cheat on him.....and so on

And i will never get married, as lauren says i will live in a single bedroom apartment in new york, where i am a business women with a tight bun.

or...as i see it, i'll go to new york and date rockstars till i'm 80, and finally die of a cocaine overdose."-Kacy

"But what about love Kacy???? I am such a hopeless romantic, i need love in my life, i want so much love i am practically choking on it. Yep murder by love."-Marci

Well this is the order I think.....

First, as I said, Kacy, because her boy is so crazy about her that she will fall madly in love and realize that her cynical views on love and marraige arent true at all. Because when you find someone who makes raptor noises exactly like you and will ask me what your favorite flower is so he can surprise you (what is your favorite flower by the way?) then there is no way that you can fall and you will fall hard. I just suggest that you put a halt to his somewhat illegal "business, " but I admit no one is perfect!

Next I think that it is going to be Jessie. Jessie is going to find someone she is crazy about, who has long hair, and facial hair (its all about the hair) and who loves poetry and likes to go on adventures and act like a pirate, actually jessie is going to discover that Johnny Depp has a secret younger brother and jessie will say what the hell! I am going to be blissfully happy for the rest of my life! oooo well there goes jessie (I am thinking around 22)

Next is darling hillary. She is going to be directing some show when a knight in shining armor (who knows that she doesnt need a knight in shining armor, but is hopelessly attracted to her anyways) walks in sees her smile, watches her do the finger dance and says at that moment to someone next to him...that is the girl i am going to marry. Unfortunatly for Hillary this boy infuriates her to the point she wants to scream, but suddenly she realizes that she cant live without him. and hillary also gets married to her perfect boy and lives happily ever after.

As for me....well, my expectations are way too high to be realistic. Therefore I dont know what will happen! Haha maybe i will just end up old and alone throwing cats at the annoying little children. Or better yet I will just give up and marry the creepy gay cat lair man, and live the rest of my life playing dress up, petting my poor stuffed cats, and writing the 3rd most religious book since the bible (since the first and second have already been written)
Yep that sounds about right!"-Marci

"I dont know exactly the order, but marci and hillary, you will be last... cuz i think that you two have high expectations and you dont care bout money, but you do hope they love you, and that if money just happens to come then that is a plus.

Jessie and Kacy are about tied.
ACTUALLY NO, NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! KACY AND HILLARY WILL BE THE FIST TO BE MARRIED BECAUSE THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED IN DECEMBER....whom to you might ask? well, lets just say it is THE SAME MAN... hahaha"-Donny

"so my order is hillary, marci, kacy, and then me. why jessie did you pick that order? i know thats what your asking right now. yeah so i think yeah well you see there is to much to type and my little things extenting from my hand are uhhh kind of tired. yeah but thats just the order. "-Jessie (so ridiculous)

Hello World....Let's see whats next.