"... when someone blushes, doesn't that mean "yes"?"

“Guitar playing, singing, vegetarianism, figuring out words that contain RED to pitch to the GAP (current picks: cleaveRED and dismembeRED) and words that contain BEAR to pitch to Build-A-Bear (current pick: unBEARable. As in "This new Build-A-Bear is modeled after Kevin Federline, and most people find it unBEARable). So far I have received no call-backs about my ideas.” - Mr. Jake Goldman (or maybe the funniest person I know)

So, I was informed today by a teacher that I should not be scared to have children at my age....okay let me restate this...I am not necessarily scared...but, I just don't think its a good idea. And, well I am not.

"Over the years, I came to know a great many grownups. My opinion of them never improved. In time, I stopped showing my drawing, and never again mentioned boa constrictors, elephants, or stars - instead, I would talk about golf, money, politics, and neckties, and everyone was pleased to have met such a sensible man. " - The Little Prince

"Benjamin: :) you make me smile
me: good...the feeling is mutual... you know that I make myself smile
Benjamin: haha "

That video makes me smile.

"Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is exhausting for children to have to provide explanations over and over again. " - The Little Prince Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

People stopping in the middle of the Student Union and freezing= happy.

"Once in a while right in the middle of an ordinary life, love comes along and gives us a fairytale."

Wonderful Starbucks travelling mugs with pictures of people I love and adore makes me super happy.

Tazo Awake tea in that mug is just icing on the cake.

It feels like fall...seriously can my day get any better?- This was last week.

Okay I am in....but, I cant promise forever...I mean I just don't know how much longer I can live in Florida...

"me: I love this shoe for a lot of reasons one...being that it has your name
Marci: haha what shoe?
me: oh...I forgot to paste the link http://www.theshoemart.com/dansko-womens-marcelle-patent-claret-patent/pvc-dan-wxscc-422-920200_dan_f_marcelle_patent.html
Marci: haha it is totally a 12 year olds shoe! and it is very cute!"

PB&J sandwiches make me smile.

"... I have had, in the course of my life, lots of encounters and lots of serious people. I have spent lots of time with grown-ups. I have seen them at close range... which haven't much improved my opinion of them. " - The Little Prince Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Miss. Heather Good sent me the most delicious apples for my birthday...hand picked. MMMM...Oh, so good.

"Remember then that there is only one important time, and that is now. The most important one is always the on you are with. And, the most important thing is to do good for the one who is standing at your side. For these, my dear boy are the answers to what is most important in this world" - The Three Questions

Hanging out with Joe Vatter and eating ice cream.....what could get better than that?

I enjoy it.

You seriously intrigue me.

I am glad you are not sure...it makes it more fun for me.

"How many times can you really see Rent?" - Uncle Mike
"Um, Uncle Mike, what is wrong with you? Did you just ask that?.... I have not seen Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp nearly enough." - Me

"Heather
you do the same and a fabulous Sunday =)
indeed eat a pancake for me today =)
with lemon juice...
weirdo =)
hahaha" - Let me point out that they are much better with lemon juice. Everyone agrees.... :)

I give off a terrible first impression....bitch.

"To Life"

I know it may seem odd. But, if I am going to vote for something I want to at least know what I am voting for....what a concept.

"Erika: any progress on finding a boy?
me: I don't think its something that you look to find. haha so, not really. How about you?
Erika: mmm bummer
me: you make me smile
Erika: awe. i'm slightly blushing
me: LOVE YOU
Erika: LOVE YOU TOOOOOOO <3> "

"I'm not talking anymore because everything I say is going to get in Hillary's blog" -Uncle Mike ****UM, YEP :)

Lame...

http://mylifeisaverage.com/index.php Just made my day.

Well, that's sad.

Think.

"Benjamin: cut it...like a gangsta. like..."im gonna cut you"
me: You did NOT....just do that.
Benjamin: lol
me: I wish I could have seen you actually say that.... oh my gosh"

You can not second guess.

I am like 2 weeks behind in television...ugh.

I hope you are having so much fun.

Stay Away....

Miss you friend.

If you were a rich man.... "are you sure about that? I'm not really sure about that..." -Aunt Elizabeth

I was informed today that I have a good sense of humor....awesome.

So, I think that I look like a librarian today...Willsey informed me its not librarian, but instead cute....good.

Texts like this make me smile "So, someone in Colorado loves you very much"

So, in love.... http://gallery.me.com/bretwilcox#100067/IMG_0461&bgcolor=black

"that's why your the cool BA" -Thanks :)

"I’m angry. Remember though, anger stems from hurt.”-Jeff Lewis

"Grown-ups love figures. When you tell them that you have made a new friend, they never ask you any questions about essentail matters. They never say to you, “What does his voice sound like? What games does he love best? Does he collect butterflies?” Instead, they demand: “How old is he? How many brothers has he? How much does he weigh? How much money does his father make?” Only from these figures do they think they have learned anything about him." - The Little Prince

"Joe: alright anything you say hil
me: perfect....that is the right attitude" -EVERYONE should follow this example

Maybe I am the problem

"Yes, Jackie. That is just one of the many reasons to not use methamphetamine" - The Aunt Elizabeth....I laughed for like 20 mins.

I am sorry friend.

""One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes." - The Little Prince

"me: also...please wear clothes on your blog
Joe: what?
me: joe in undies...weird
Joe: SNPD Semi Nude Picture Day Thursdays"

"... when someone blushes, doesn't that mean "yes"? " - The Little Prince

I absolutely adore you.

"There were flashing colorful lights and boom, boom music" - Also, The Aunt Elizabeth. -LOVE

"Love isn't based solely on appearance or constantly giving each other attention. It's about having a common interest or dream and working together to achieve it. If two people or two things in love are too preoccupied with each other, they would never move forward. True love produces something and so it propels you toward the same direction." - The Little Prince

This ones for me....

Things change. All the time.

"It captures the love" -and, it so does.

" It isn't just death we have to grieve. It's life. It's loss. It's change."

" That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive."

"By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much."

"The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can't control it."

"The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again."

"And always, every time, it takes your breath away."

This is sooooooooooooooooooo NOT okay. Its just not. And, I don't know how to fix it. And, that is the worst part. I cant fix it. I cant control it. I am all about being in control. I feel like I am just here. I am walking around but, I am not me. I don't know how to be me anymore. I just cant. And, there are moments when things feel normal. But, they are just moments. And, than I go to call you, or think you just came around the corner. Or, I hear your voice, or I watch you laugh at me, or smile. Or, I just expect you to be there. I cant breath. I don't want to handle this anymore. I don't know how to. I don't know how anyone can. I don't know how your parents can or your brother can or how days move on. It is not okay. It's unbearable. I don't know how to function. I know you want me to. But, I cant.

And, you left me. I know its not fair and that you did not choose to but, you did. And, so did everyone else. Its irrational but, its how I feel. And, this is awful and wrong. You told me you would still be here.

And, I know its you. It has to be.

"I'm a pessimist because of intelligence, but an optimist because of will." ~ Antonio Gramsci

I told you it was coming...

I should not be doing this tonight....but, here we go.....

From a stupid quiz....
Rationalist: You belong to a philosophical movement which stemmed out of the European Scientific revolution and was advocated by philosophers like Descartes. You have two basic beliefs.

1) Knowledge and your perspective is based on logic, deduction and reason rather than observation.

2) I think therefore I am (cogito ergo sum).
* What is funny about this is it is not what I would have thought. Although when I was a debate kid this was one of my favorite philosophies. Yes, I was a debate kid :)

I am on a little bit of a country kick....problematic.

Footy Pajamas....so freaking cool.

Feel Better :(

"Let's make a list of who we need, and we'll throw it away because we don't need anyone."

"Joy comes, grief goes, we know not how." ~ J.R. Lowell

You deserve so much more.

"I'm a pessimist because of intelligence, but an optimist because of will." ~ Antonio Gramsci
-I think this perfectly describes me.

I am thinking about you.

Melt downs happen...that is life.

Apparently last night I looked very "60's mod flight attendant". Direct quote from Kevin Jennes "Coffee, Tea, or Me?"

Pedicures Saturday :) Can't wait.

I was surprised on Saturday by some lovely wonderful friends (Phillie, Lila, Joe, and Ashley W.).....with BALLOONS. I was dooped....

Secret Garden Sunday.... if the Ashley Willsey dosn't hate me and calls me back.... :)

Tech boys cuss like sailors. And, some of them are rather adorable.

There are far too many choices for safety glasses.


"Neither the light nor the dark can last forever." - David King

Thank you.

It will be okay.

I at the moment hate facebook.

I called it...

You got phyched out.

Let me make the decision. I will but, let me get there.

Is it weird that my favorite place to be at school is in the scene shop....that is the place most of my classmates hate.

I LOVE talking to you. I hope we can do it more often.

I adore you.

Costume shop is teaching me a lot. But, it is also making me tired.

It was different this time...but, it would always have been.

There are pumpkins in the house for pumpkin soup....I can not explain the level of excitement.

I am intrigued.

Teddy bears make things better.

Driving a giant theatre van around is amusing.

So, I am pretty much ready to find a boy. I know it doesn't work that way. But, if I was able to just decide I was going to and than do it.... Today would be the day. On this same note I have been avoiding it for so long it is sort of time. Or, it's not.

"Well celebrate the next time I see you with a cold hard cider" -Heather Good ** I am in. :)

"You give a dolla you get penguin"

"You never expect the Spanish inquisition"

I am in need of a boy scout... A real one...not a fake :)

"Bad influence" - referring to me... (what sweet little innocent me?) haha. "we just have the innocent persona" -Heather Good.

12:00 AM (on my birthday) me: So, tell me a story
Heather: well one evening this girl was calling this other girl... (as my phone rings) :)

Benjamin "Um....so, if you place scoops on ben and jerry's ice cream on a cookie sheet. And, well bake it. Than, you will get if i put globs of ben and jerrys cookie dough ice cream onto a cookie sheet....and put it into the oven...will it cook? or melt?
me: I will begin my answer again...I adore you.
Benjamin: lol
me: second, I think if you put specifically the globs on the cookie sheet they will bake and not melt...if you just do ice cream....I think melt
Benjamin: lol i meant like.,...using an ice cream scooper....taking a scoop from container...onto tray dough/ice cream and all
me: Well I think you may get cookie like pieces that swim in a milk like substance"


So, my birthday was filled with some pretty wonderful things.

• people I love.
• Indian food
• Delicious homemade red velvet cake.
• Calls from friends.
• Calls from family.
• Text's from friends.
• Facebook wishes.
• Video's from friends.
• And, a little Top Chef

Not so bad....

This made Katie and I laugh a lot...

UGH. School.

I am sort of in love with this song....I think its just adorable. And, not that I would ever go for a little farm boy...but, its kinda cute. This video by the way made me laugh I thought I would pick the most ridiculous option.


"You set yourself up to be less observant when you already know something, or think you know something"

"Yes, we have a new heterosexual male police chief" -Would never be said.... But, what I did hear on the news "Their is a new police chief who is the first lesbian to hold the position"

That fake pompous smile drives me crazy.

"I remember you...I thought you seemed, not boring."

The Bear Buddy Boy is officially one year old today.

I love my pencil holder. Yes, I am a nerd.

"You look really good today" -Um, thank you.

That is awful.

So, I want to hear from you, yes you. Let's have a conversation. Talk to me. :)

This has been one of the best and worst summers of my life...

I wrote this weeks ago by the way....oops...

So, I feel like this summer is officially over. I know I have been in school for multiple weeks. But, everyone has now left me to go back to school so....its official.

This has been one of the best and worst summers of my life.

"sometimes I think we skate through life on mediocre emotions" -Marci Williams

I never want to skate through life on anything...especially mediocre emotions....bring on the good stuff...and the bad stuff....the stuff that stops you and makes you feel....really feel. And, that is what this summer did....

Thank you to everyone who shared it with me. I absolutly believe that ....

"I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...I have been changed for good."

I learned a lot about myself and you were all a GIANT part of that.

• I learned that you have to allow yourself to be open to the possibilities.
• Things are not necessarily the way that you thought they were.
• You can not always take what others say as truth.
• Some things may surprise you.
• Making choices is important. And, really bad ones aren't all that bad.
• Everything happens for a reason.
• Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream makes lots of things better.
• Allow people to change your mind and sometimes prove you wrong.
• Live every moment.
• Life is hard and sometimes unbearable.
• You have to process.
• The unexpected can come out of nowhere and change your life forever.
• I have unbelievably amazing people in my life.

Favorite (or most memorable) things from past blogs this summer...

• The YPT Building looks amazing....
• Little Old Ladies....please be aware of Ben Rush.
• "Every man has his follies - and often they are the most interesting thing he has got." -Josh Billings....
• I had an interesting conversation recently that made me realize that I am not even a bit open to relationships....crap.
• Little girl’s dresses should come in big girl sizes.
• "Get out the map, get out the map and lay your finger anywhere down,Well leave the figuring to those we pass on our way out of town,Don’t drink the water there seems to be something ailing everyone,I’m gonna clear my head,I’m gonna drink that sun,I’m gonna love you good and strong while our love is good and young"
• My name is not going on that list.
• If you are attempting to hit on me....let me tell you this. Leading with the "fast car you drive" as well as how I am "deprived for not seeing monster truck races"....not your best bet.
• I am a good girl. I promise...I am not pretending. Although I do not doubt that I could be bad if I chose to. I just don’t.
• Lizards look like baby dinosaurs....they are kind of amazing.
• It’s funny. I have known who I am for a long time. And, I have known what I believe for just as long. But, lately I am questioning the reasons behind some of those beliefs or how I came to them....maybe that means that I am growing. But, it is weird.
• "I think you`re the least fucked up person I`ve ever met and that may be as close to the real thing as I`m ever gonna get" -Ani Difranco-
• I am not stupid...maybe a little naive by choice. And, to tell you the truth I would have it no other way.
• I don't want perfection the imperfections are what make us beautiful.
• I am as of now opening my mind to the possibility and not completely shutting it out.
• Girls (you know who you are) you make me laugh. Bets also make me laugh. And you being right is just funny.
• Mr. Vatter I am so glad you are coming to the Sleep Over.....excuse me Slumber Party.
• You are not less than....
• I am so not going to be the sad little old cat lady. NOT happening.
• I like boys....seriously if anyone has been questioning this...its true.
• Poor little Bear got an unexpected hair cut. :(.
• Yes, I have a love for tea.....Yes, I may offer you some. I am such a gramma.
• Panera in the morning after being up almost all night is just mean Miss. Wilsey. Also, that woman was just doing Yoga.
• It is hysterical how people can get caught up in one small, unimportant thing for like 45 minutes.
• Ketchup on salad....gross. But, if you are ever wondering they do have it at Olive Garden.
• The entire summer camp staff out in the middle of the night....not such a good plan.
• I may be in love....with Next to Normal.
• Play by Plays are always better.
• The made piping skills came to good use once again.
• Julia...."Please. You like polite People"
• "Crap, Crap, Crap, Crap Crap" To the tune of RENT
• I am not a chance taker....sad. On the list of things to fix.
• Marci...we are friends because you call me out on my crap. Thank You. Also for a lot of other reasons too :).
• I must see the Joe Video.
• I refuse to EVER spiral down.
• My gramma informed me today that I dress like a floozy. This is not the first time she has done something like this....once she asked me if I was pregnant. Just ask I will gladly explain.
• "I love you the most"..."Not Possible"
• "So do you like barock music?" -hahahaha Oh how I love the Uncle Mike.
• "Thanks for the adventure. Now go have one of your own. "
• I am NOT Kate Monster.
• Sibling relationships amuse me. You can learn so much about a person based on how they interact with their sibling or siblings.
• Graduation pants always better....
• "I'm not a girl, Not yet a woman" - May have been the funniest thing I have seen this week :)
• "If this mannequin was alive his knee would be ticklish" "Oh, are you a mannequin whisperer?"
• Also....Rob, we are officially friends...and this means you should show me the secret open sesame hand shake/ awesome password.
• "You are sluttier than a nun" - Joe Vatter hahaha.....yep that I can officially say I am.
• Some things that I had decided a long time ago...I am not okay with now. It is interesting how you can prepare yourself for something and than realize that you are not actually okay with the things you have made yourself okay with. One thing can set you off. And, as of today my thoughts have changed. ( I know this doesn't really make sense but, its for me)
• "...who loved me like rocking chairs on front porches in the dirty south in the middle of a rainstorm. Some love is like tidal waves earth shattering and great, some like storm clouds, like sunbeams, and yeah grandma like F***ing rainbows"
• "There are people like my gramma who think that love comes in a box with simple easy to use two part instructions"
• Apparently, I am completely undesirable.
• "And if you think that I just don't give a damn, Then you just don't know who I am "
• "The cuteness factor goes from left to right for me" (On a discussion of the Jonas brothers poster at BK with Joe Vatter)
• Face wash works well too....
• I was not the "hot" girl you were expecting....sorry.
• "So is that polyester warm?" or just "hi"
• "We have a pregnant squirrel in the back yard and Rick wont let me feed her pre-natal vitamins" -The Aunt Karen ( You are seriously the coolest)
• "But, you probably just want to finish your coffee without some creepy guy staring at you" - LOVE
• So....You didn't even try...I think I am a little offended.
• Coke on my car= weird...but now it works. YES!
• Me saying "I am just along for the ride" does mean I don't want to make a decision...but more so, that I have no strong feelings one way or the other....therefore I would be happy with any decision made. I WILL let you know if I truly have a preference.
• If I go to jail for something in my life I want it to at least be for something that I whole heartily believe in and am standing up for.
• Do we have chalk in this theatre? Because, I would really like to do a chalk outline joke" -Julia Vatter
• "You should not lead on the mentally unstable ones"
• Unexpected but, flattering.
• "I'm just a girl who cant say yes" - Story of my life.
• I love....skirts that flow when you spin, dance parties to The Police, Good Wine, Eating Dinner Outside, and The Aunt Elizabeth and Uncle Mike.
• "It's okay I have a good friend of mine who is coming in to give us all cootie shots" - Mr. Benjamin Rush
• "I love her, I wish she was my best friend." -Not meant to be said to the person Aunt Elizabeth...
• "No Mummy, I don't want to come back"
• I am completely taken aback. And, shocked, angry, confused, and sad. I have so many emotions that I cant place or describe or give justice through words.
• I don't know why this thing did happen, but this much is clear anytime or anywhere I am there" - Anytime by William Finn
• Someone made a comment that "I am very careful about what I let out" including good and bad things. And, it is very true. I have a little bit of a shield up until you get to know me very well. I don't think that's necessarily bad...it can be...if I refuse to let people in at all....which I sometimes do...
• "Fine is not really a feeling"
• "Shush girl, shut your lips do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips"
• I think it is important to tell the people you care about that you care for them.... I am trying to remember to tell everyone. So, just as a start....
  thank you for being my friend and in my life.
• Yes, I am a picture taking crazy girl right now. But, I feel the need to capture every moment.
• Looks can be deceiving....
• "Hillary acts like a Democrat but thinks like a Republican" - Quote from my father (also false)
• Loving the Mousey rescue picture.
• I dont know what to do and that is difficult. I get it. But, I can't fix it. I wish I could.
• "I could also get hit by lightening. Twice." - Ashley Willsey
• 'Love isn't a feeling it's an ability'
• I am probably as innocent as you all think :)
• Big floppy hats are amazing.
• Amelia Earhart: [Sees Kah Mun Rah's men approaching] Crimey, we've been jimmy-jacked!
• " Well maybe you should at least stop running in the opposite direction" - Jenna Wilcox
• I am not sure that I can be cloned....we could try.... but, it might be difficult. And, weird for brothers to both marry my clones.
• "Trying to fight the things we feel, But some hurts never heal."
• Shirley Temples :)
• It is never going to be like that again. That's hard.
• "If a tree falls in the forest, and no one is around to hear it, does it make a noise?" The answer is YES!
• I am normally not this girl. I don't know how to fix it.
• I am STILL in love with a boy named Coley. :)
• I am learning to live with a new reality.
• I have some pretty amazing people in my life.
• "So one minute you are playing indoor soccer and the next you are knocked up." -Jenna Wilcox
• Heather, Shhhh. Live on a magical cloud with me" - Tara Whitman
• "And this is one fucked up seduction"
  

Thank You all for being part of this last summer and part of my life.

I hope he is a gentleman...

You are stronger than you think.

2 things real one thing pretend makes me smile.

"So today I saw this boy in my class picking his nose"

"I (Hannah) am a Omnivore

Jackie is a Carnivore

Hillary is a Vegetarian

and Katie is a Wheativore"

So I love this song....in original and in string quartet form :)

Where is your boy tonight?

I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know:

you were the last good thing about this part of town.

* Little girls who first play instruments to this and than rock out to it make me very happy.

I think, sadly that I have lost my aluminum water bottle. Maybe I will get a Sigg for my Birthday.

To random boy she doesn't know....

girl- "You are very attractive"
boy- "Oh, thank you. You are too."
girl- "Well, I mean for a white boy. I have never dated a white boy but, they are pretty."

**From across the room....

"White boys are delicious"

SUCH a funny experience.
during this same experience....
girl- "I mean your attractive. But, I only date black men"
boy who overhears the conversation- "You only date black men?"
girl- "Yeah, do you date white women?"
boy who overhears the conversation- "I prefer white women. Because ethnic girls well, I don't need their back talk" -EWWWW.


"Livin just to find emotion"

Can I just not have a birthday this year?


"[PAUL] How do you feel today?
[GORDON]What do you mean?
[PAUL]How do you feel today?"

I have a giant ridiculous love for James Taylor.

Another is in process and is coming soon.....

"I am always afraid if I try something once I am going to get caught. You know like killing someone."

Oh, Al.....you are ridiculous.

"If poetry comes not as naturally as the leaves to a tree it had better not come at all." -Keats

Is it awful to hope something that someone wants does not work out because you think its bad for them? - Because, I feel a little bad.

Elephant Man opens Friday!

So Phillie informed me that I can get Moxie at the gun shop/shooting range....shucks, that would mean I would have to go there.

"Heather Good really not feeling so hot.... I think i've picked up a bug of some sort. argh...
Hillary Drew
I am sorry. Eat some of that chicken soup.
John DiDonna
2009 H1N1 Flu
John DiDonna
Viral Hemorrhagic Fever
John DiDonna
Hantavirus Pulmonary Syndrome
Heather Good
Ebola! haha way to point out that it could be worse John. haha
John DiDonna
Tick-borne Encephalitis
John DiDonna
Lymphocytic choriomeningitis virus (LCMV)
Heather Good
why do I feel like you're on google? =)
John DiDonna
Nope. CDC.
John DiDonna
Saved in my favorites. Do not ask me why.
Heather Good
Hahaha! that's fabulous! One should always have fast access to CDC. ;)
John DiDonna
:-)
Hillary Drew
This is wonderful."

I had such a wonderful time with Tara. Thank you for being amazing.

I am LOVING Miss. Heather Good's blog. LOVING.

I am seriously impressed by West Oranges Hair. I may have to try and see it again. (Also, as a side note. I am wearing my hair shirt now as I type.)

"I am always afraid if I try something once I am going to get caught. You know like killing someone." - Tara Whitman

"Or you could just use sponges"

Disney is way better when less people are there....amazing pictures to come....

Tower of Terror is far scarier when you are the only people on the ride...

"Can I please have a chicken sandwich without the chicken please."

It's awkward being in a High School theatre and hearing the director say "As soon as she says Kamasutra, cut her off."

"I've never tried pot. But in that movie the smoke comes out both ends. I don't remember that".

"Can I please have the chicken nuggets without the nugget."

In case you were wondering. Tara is not a screamer, and I am a laugher.

I am SO glad that it all worked out.

I don't feel like myself and I don't like it.

Boys in class singing "Shush girl, Shush your lips..." makes me smile REALLY big.

Um, asking for "A Pepsi and a cheese pizza" at KFC (the chicken place) will get this response "Um, we don't have pizza".

More to come soon....

I am a hopless romantic sucker...

So, some people read this who I would not expect to.

"Mark Hoppus (of Blink182 fame) has officially stated to the press: "If I didn't have to play at some dumb stadium this saturday, I'd be seeing Xiren play at the Soiled Dove Underground FO SHO!" To Mark, we say thank you, and to ...you, we say tickets are only $6. Get them from me or Jay or Rich or cool people worldwide. " - Jacob Goldman

"This hurts my soul: http://xkcd.com/280/80/ " Marci -Of course it does.

“Lobster Killer”

Phillie...please come back.

Okay...so I am still seriously in love with the Amelia Earhart character from Night at the Museum: Battle for the Smithsonian. I want to be her.

I apparently have never had an apple that is freshly picked from a tree. This is a problem. One, that must be remedied.

"Hm".

Apparently I am a bit of a stalker...

Amelia Earhart: [Sees Kah Mun Rah's men approaching] Crimey, we've been jimmy-jacked!
Larry Daley: Jimmy-jacked?
Amelia Earhart: It's how I speak!
Larry Daley: Yeah, but that sounds made-up, even for you...
Amelia Earhart: [flatly] 'Oh no, our path has been blocked by bad people' where's the excitement in that?
- I was absolutely born in the wrong time period.

I think I know what your doing and it is amusing.

So, my brother is 21 tomorrow.....Oh, my gosh.

Happy Birthday Little Bigger Than Me Brother!

I love you more than you know.

Amelia Earhart: Do you know why I became a pilot?
Larry Daley: I have no idea.
Amelia Earhart: For the fun of it. Why else would anyone do anything?

I heart apple. UGH.

I am such a hopeless romantic sucker...you wouldn't think it would you?

Amelia Earhart: You've got moxy kid!

I sort of need to find Moxie...the soda. If you can find it for me we will be best friends.

Happy Un-Anniversary Aunt Elizabeth and Uncle Mike!

I need to see the secret handshake....its a must.

Just because I said that I find tech boys attractive does not mean that there is a specific one.

Here is my blanketed tech boy statement : They are usually a little bit nerdy and awkward therefore I find them adorable.

I'm determined.

You make me laugh.

"what is that smiley face all about?
That is not a smiley face kind of statement"

There is no other way to explain it but, this "sucks".

Tara is in town! WAHOO!

I am loving our conversations. Thanks friend.

"Oh, sugar bean" - Aunt Elizabeth

Just hearing that makes me cry.

"a little bit
ok alot of bit"- Phillie

So, I am going to be 23 in less than two weeks. I know that is not really old. But, it is a little weird. I have this idea in my head about what 23 has always looked like and well, I don't feel like I am there.

Also, I am trying to figure out what in the world to do. I am finding this difficult due to the fact that there is a show that day, and almost everyone I know and love is in it, or another one, or is well out of town. Any amazing ideas? Last year was pretty amazing...I am not sure it can be topped.

That breaks my heart.

I need to make Chai Tea Cupcakes...it is on my list of must learn....Maybe tomorrow.

"Dear Alphabeat,
I need to you release your new music sooner, rather than later. I want to listen to it so I can get my sunshine pop on while throwing up rainbows and glitter.
Thank you very much,
Joe"

Lila Shoop is my favorite. She makes me smile.

I am beyond ready for fall.

I am a little offended that I did not get that option.

SIGG water bottles at target! Wahoo!

"What are you doing?" "Practicing physical exam on a teddy bear" - Heather Good

I have created a monster.... because guess whats better than studying....BLOGGING!

Julie and Julia was superb.

LOVE-

In a Pickle is a super fun game.

"I don't know what kind of problem you can start with fruit" - Aunt Elizabeth

If you are reading this than well I like you. Thank you for being wonderful.