"I didn't assign probability it wasn't a true decision tree" -Uncle Mike

"Where's my lunch? Lets go! Bye!"

Its a little scary.

Mel it was lovely talking to you. You make me smile....and I think you should just go for it. It's two against one. :)

Joe: are you doing anything specialllll
Me: well...I have had a super fun day so far dandelion, pumpkin soup making....still to come
Joe: mmmmm
Me: carving, apple cider, trick or treating, its the great pumpkin charlie brown

Joe: well looks like you've got a busy night ahead of you

.mine will include:intoxication, trying to not falldown, dancing all night, dressing as a slutty waldo, and passing out.it's basically the same as your's
me: basically....

"me- Hot chocolate :(
How I miss thee
Jake -Don't worry, they have them in Florida!
Hillary -yes...I know I had some earlier this week...its just different
Jake -But over there they call them "room temperature chocolate".

"were you smoking pot before you wrote that? lol." -Francie Moon referring to me....do I smoke pot? NO.

"Hillary and I failed again. Next time... "-Joe Vatter....Maybe its not meant to be...

"You make me laugh, but you also inspire me to say some pretty profound things sometimes" -Heather Good - Miss. Good I think you would say them without me....

Giggling is wonderful.

Joe Vatter-Regarding Tonight:
Orlando—->Lake Mary—->Not St. Augustine—->Eustis

Jake "Listen, HD, a girl like you has boys everywhere who I'm sure are practically begging for a date." -You, Jacob Goldman are too kind...

"Joe: que sera sera"

Adorable.

"Records of memory, of love and loss really get me. It's absolutely incredible how you can be simultaneously profoundly happy and profoundly sad... Like your heart doesn't know whether to crinkle up laughing or break into a million pieces. The weird thing is, amazingly enough, somehow it usually laughs, or at least gets out a smile. What a resilient thing... A heart so close to breaking completely, yet it remains held together by the wispy spider webs of memories around it.I miss you SO MUCH." - Heather Good

"Are you still off" -Uncle Mike (Paraphrased)
"Yeah, I just feel weird and I don't know why" -me
1 minute later.... "but its your fault"-me
* Giant fits of laughter from myself, Uncle Mike, and the Aunt Elizabeth....

So, I do not like not having complete control. That is the hardest part. Tis life.

Jake
No way! I'm not letting my friend become an old cat lady!!
Friends don't let friends adopt cats in large quantities.

"Do you hear the inflection in my voice" - the Aunt Elizabeth

Talkin about my generation...

"Were practicing on you for when the kids get older" - Uncle Mike

"Joe there's something new on my blog...btw
Hillary
checking it now
:)
Joe
just for you
Hillary
haha
I love by the way that you marked out my last name
:)
Joe
i have to protect your well being
Hillary
thank you..."

Squirmy...UGH.

"If this was a statistics class we would draw a decision tree" - Uncle Mike

So, please don't do something because you think you are supposed to.

Crazy package question...has been answered....

"One foot in, one foot out, shield" - Aunt Elizabeth

I am not really okay with this feeling...UGH.

"You have Hamlet Syndrome"- Martin Wootton

So, I was grabbed today and informed "Hillary, you are so pretty" My response was "Um, Thank you" -How does one respond to that....also, I hope their is more to me than that.

"You cant use decision trees on matters of the heart" -Aunt Elizabeth

Please be quiet.

Pink Pepper Spray has arrived....watch out.

"Well, I wouldn't want to play with that puzzle"- Hannah ( I get it. But, sometimes that is the way life works)

"I didn't assign probability it wasn't a true decision tree" -Uncle Mike

Not saying something makes me sick....

So, we need to make our shirts. It is a must.

"Mommy I am going to wire the sound system to my costume" -Katie

"Repulsed" or "Repugnant" - Aunt Elizabeth and Uncle Mike

Me- "When I am a real big kid I am stealing some of your traditions"
Aunt Elizabeth- "They are your traditions too silly"
* Giant Smiles*

"Poppy- Kosh"

"Act 3, Scene 2 I am coming out there to you" Rosco Video 1985

Nothing ventured...nothing gained.

I am incredibly blessed. I have some pretty amazing things in my life. :)

Ingrid Michaelson...I am in love.

Tara's Birthday Extravaganza @ iBar for Grits and Gravy! - CAN NOT WAIT!

Operation Conan Commenced....I am feeling a little bad about this....

Halloween 2009 was pretty amazing...it included:

• The Dandilion Cafe with the fam.
• Receiving Pink Pepper Spray
• Funny grocery store experience involving a Spanish speaking machine that no one could fix.
• Jack Johnson
• Aprons
• Making Pumpkin Soup
• Decorating the House
• Crazy holiday music
• Carving Pumpkins
• Toasting Pumpkin seeds
• Eating delicious pumpkin soup and bread
• Hot Apple Cider
• Dressing up
• Trick or treating
• Passing out candy
• Watching It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown
• Watching part of an Alfred Hitchcock movie before falling asleep....

All in all a pretty amazing day.

"It involves close proximity" -Ben Rush

I really don't want to do my homework....

Nauseous.

"It's difficult to gage"

I did not have a drink on Halloween, apparently that makes me lame. I think it sort of makes me me.

"Like an angry apple tree

I throw my apples if you get to close to me

But if I look to my right

Will I see the one I fight for?

If I look to my right or if I turn to my left

Will I see that I've kept my heart locked up?

Locked up so tight" -Ingrid Michaelson "Locked Up"

- This by the way is soooo what I do. It's in my MO (Modus expeditione)

"I am pissed off because I might actually be in love" -Melanie ( Miss. Melanie I thought this was so funny when you said it but, now I just think it is a profound statement)

Please be honest. I am all about honesty.

"______ has met his match.....boyscout" - Amanda L.

Let's see where tomorrow takes me....

"I want your kite strings tangled in my trees all wrapped up"

"You are pretty ridiculous. I wouldn't love you as much if you weren't" - Marci Williams (by the way she followed this statement with "just kidding I would")

“Love is a piano dropped from a fourth story window, and you were in the wrong place at the wrong time.” - Ani difranco = LOVE

"Heather
as Heather Bad though... i should have
just grabbed him and made out
and been like.. "oops... Heather Badd.... what can i say?"
hahahah
wow
Hillary
dress up like heather bad tomorrow and do it" - Just do it. Is that not what you always tell me.....

"I am away, and laughing so hard....while not talking to you"

So, I choose to expect good things from people. Sometimes it gets me hurt. But, I would not choose to have it any other way.

So, you make me smile.

I am so done with this...UGH.

Phillie Shoop you are totally coming to CO this summer. Actually anyone who wants to come should come. Let's go on an adventure...Let's do a road trip....who's in?

That was awful....seriously...not good.

Just do it already...seriously...a little adventure never hurt anyone. You. Yes, I mean you.

♫" You're the L and the V, I'm the O and the E, Am I speaking Clearly?"♫ - Closer by Jars of Clay

“The windows of my soul are made of one-way glass, don't bother looking into my eyes if there's something you want to know, just ask” -Ani Difranco

I can take care of myself. I have been doing it pretty well for a little while now.

"I want your kite strings tangled in my trees all wrapped up"

So, I may have full on danced in the elevator to some Indigo Girls....Full on danced. :)

"Were 'In Class Friends' luckily she was not a complete stranger" -Joe Vatter

Apparently I am useful....awesome!

"One hour 59 mins. and 49 seconds... Just for the record." Heather Good- You make me smile.


I am not scared.

No. Way.

Marcellee Williams does not lie to me....

Apparently I am on a loop....

You are amazing.

I am so ready for an adventure...I know everyday is an adventure...but, I am ready for another kind...

Panera is our Wednesday spot :)

"A Point Man" or "Appointment"....

If, that is the way it is happening than, well I will be sad and it will be awful. But, I will learn from it.

"Some people wear their heart up on their sleeve I wear mine underneath my right pant leg strapped to my boot" -Ani Difranco

So, you messed with my head. I let you do it. Not happening again.

Reading something is not teaching it.

Emmett Forest is far less Adorable...Thanks Ben....
Seriously why did they even get married?

Yay for hanging out with new friends!

Dear Cold Weather,
Please show up.
Your Loving Kind Really Missing Fall Weather Friend,
Hillary Drew

I am in control.

Renaissance Fair here we come.

I think its sad that you don't seem to have a lot of faith in me.

Jen Bonner...it has been far too long since I last saw you. I miss you.

"I only wear my glasses when I am running late. Because, people will think that I didn't have time to put in my contacts" - Person who in fact does not need glasses (also, your adorable)

Heather Good - " You get to play all day. I touch people all day"

"Every lesson learned a line upon your beautiful face" -Indigo Girls

It's been 3 months.

Conchords is ridiculously funny...seriously...

Tara Whitman....you are in town and I have not yet seen you...problem.

Heather Good -"I could go as an I-pod a British I-Pod. I am sorry your mistaken, I am a British I-pod you can tell by the accent."
Me-"Um, you could. But, I don't really think they are any different from American I-pods. Also, did you know they are actually made in Japan or something...at least the parts are"

"You don't like causing ruckuses?" -Aunt Elizabeth...referring to Hannah....

"Um, they just sent him out here with a note"

"Muahahaha" - Hand motion included.

Life is all about timing, and choices.

UGH. No fun.

"She has been doing terrible monologues her whole life" - Amanda L.

"She came up and said hello
My name is Kate and I liked your show
And there was nothing I could say
But thanks come again
She didn't know.
That we got married in my head
There were Christmases and dogs
And our kids' hair was red
And as years flew by I gazed into her eyes
And said goodbye... " - Hello....Goodbye by Sean Watkins ( So freaking cute.)

I know that I say I cant stand Florida. But, the truth is I would not have a lot of amazing people in my life if I did not live here. I would not change that or the experiences I have had for anything. BUT, that does not mean I will be staying here forever...unless, that is the way it is supposed to work out. Who knows....

Francie: ucf is on the east side of town?
Hillary: I don't know
it says about 30 mins
Francie: lol. it's like your from Colorado or something.
Hillary: haha
that is true
no mountains here
Francie: that's not true. we have mt dora!

So, I may in some ways be cynical..not in all things but, in some.

"There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together" - Jack Johnson

Pumpkins should have cool stems.

I am going to have tea with the Queen. Seriously.

Hot Chocolate...mmmmm.....

"I mean I go crazy"

"I am not sure that is exactly how the conversation went"

Okay so, this is a little game parents play with children when they are super little....the colored words are the real ones...my Aunt changed them....because "girls can gallop too" If I am ever a parent...the same is happening.

"This is the way the children (Ladies) ride trot, trot, trot
This is the way the big people (gentleman) ride galloping, galloping, galloping
This is the way the farmers ride boombidy, boombidy, boombidy"

"When someone blushes does it mean yes?" UM..... ABSOLUTELY :)

I am not planning my life out. I am planning things that I would like to do in my life. But, we will see what happens and where life takes me.

I am sadly running low on green tea bath foam.... and, it is no longer made....

"She said her name was a secret
Then she said her name was Cheri
(Is her middle name Cheri? So its a secret Cheri? Maybe?)
Hmm maybe" Flight of the Conchords - Is this song about me? Weird.

Let's see what tomorrow brings. I am ready.

Entirely Unexpected....

"The greatest mistake a man can ever make is to be afraid of making one." Elbert Hubbard

So..that was entirely unexpected.

When chatting on the computer....please use some sort of punctuation. It doesn't even have to be the correct punctuation....just some kind please. This will make the chance that I understand you far greater.

Your a good one.

"Mistakes are a fact of life. It is the response to error that counts." Nikki Giovanni

"Yeparooski" - The best word ever that my little bigger than me brother made up :)

So you are absolutely flirting with me...I am confused.

I was the coughing girl...I hate that.

I hadn't decided...but, I was prepared...

So, I absolutely am in love with Jubal's Kin

"I heard a kid say "for serious", and I think it's adorable." -Mr. Jacob Goldman...for the record it is adorable.

Joe -"So, I got off the phone with you and my friend was like, "who is this Hillary girl should I know her?" "And, I was like "yeah she's nice" She was like "how old is she?" Joe" 23" "Oh, my gosh she looks 12" - YEP I get that all the time.

"you never really know someone until you've had recess with them..." -Erika....and Oh, so true.

It was kinda a phone game.

"Is someone trying to poison me?" -Uncle Mike (referring to the celery in his salad :))

She might be having a little party.... or laughing at me...I bet shes laughing.

Think about it...please.

Sydney White: Just to clarify, I spend a normal amount of time in the bathroom.

Del Taco excursions....amazing.

Not sleeping was worth it...

"You've got shoes I've got moves...lets go dancing"

I may have made my first and final "that's what she said" joke....

Miss. Heather Good- I am allowed to use UGH if I would like. :)

Tyler: The Kappa's are our sorority sisters.
Sydney White: Oh! So we'll be like brother and sister? [Tyler gives her a weird look]
Sydney White: Oh, not in the related, familiar way, but more the fraternal-sororal, sororital... is that a word? ok.

Phillie: "i think the world of you"
me: "and, I of you"

My father got me pepper spray...pink pepper spray at that :)

"haha my theory is he is cute because he has ridiculously good taste and only someone who can knock you off your feet could get you this discombobulated"- Miss. Marci Williams

I am a thinker...

"My mother said to me, “If you are a soldier, you will become a general. If you are a monk, you will become the Pope.” Instead, I was a painter, and became Picasso.”

Dancing....hmm.

I agree with Joe...this needs to be my life...watch this its fun.

http://music.todaysbigthing.com/2009/09/30

"Choosing to not make a decision is in fact making one" -The Aunt Elizabeth...I should really remember that. Also, this time...it wasn't directed at me.

Mr. Joe Vatter you miss quoted me :)

me: "so, I think that people come into other peoples lives for reasons and, I came into yours to fix your ice cream habits"

"I love baby smell, its like heroine."

"An Adventure in Karate: How I KICKED Alcoholism and PUNCHED My Life Towards Success" By Jake Goldman.

"AND I truly think that all good things in life should make you a little nervous or else they wouldn't be worth doing" - Marci Williams

I saw this stenciled with spray paint on the concrete at the gas station...it made me sad.... "Strangle art in its infancy and society will be a better place." -WRONG

"let me catch my breath

this is really hard

If I start to look like I'm sweating, well, it's cause I am

I'm not good with words

but that's nothing new

still I have to try to explain what I want to do....with you"

"So were not the youngest people here"- Joe Vatter...as he points to an 8 year old.

"Whatever" - doesn't mean I don't care...it means I am letting go and not thinking....

"I can always eat. Like I could eat everyday." -me "Um, me too." -Joe Vatter

"you are the most beautiful woman on this side of the equator"

"Always kiss me goodnight"

* I swear you WERE a boyscout...

"We naturally think more negatively now because of how the world is" -On a discussion of who thought the priest "did it" from Doubt. It is just sad.

Tide Pens in Joe Vatters bag make me smile.

I may have taken a quick trip to CO this weekend...sort of :)

I love when people smile.

"Gotta catch my breath"

I NEVER want to go "whole days without looking someone I don't know in the eye" In fact, I don't want to go one.

That was a wonderful evening.

There has to be an intelligent younger but older soul kinda boy around...at least one.

"This is wanting something, this praying for it, This is holding breath and keeping fingers crossed...."

I am seriously insanely in love...


So, I know your not sure how you do it. I do....your just pretty amazing.

"So, I hope you weren't mean to him after he was so thoughtful" - The Aunt Elizabeth (Am I ever mean?)

Yay! For unexpected crazy and fun weekends!

Me, adding Mr. or Miss. in front of your name, or using your entire name is a form of endearment....

I may have done something I said I wouldn't. And, at the moment I am pretty okay with it.

"I think we just need to think that people have ulterior motives because than we will be more prepared and not caught off guard." - Miss. Heather Good

• I by the way loved it when you said it...but, now looking at it, it makes me a little sad. I am going to choose to expect good things and that people mean what they say....

Coloring = LOVE.

"One time is one thing but two..."

"You don't have to measure their ocular cavity" - Kila

Your kinda adorable...its kinda a problem.

I knew their was a story....

"Its like playing chess...." -The Uncle Mike...

"I am so good at those sliders. maybe soon i can teach daddy all i know so he can be smarter like me. i love you! coley"

"_____ ____ I am not moving until you _____ ____."

MNSSHP was super fun...and I stole the below from the Wilsey Blog....

Yeah...were this cute...

STATS OF THE NIGHT:

• Michael Jackson costumes spotted: 2
• Pirate costumes: Dozens
• Group costume Win: The Village People
• Number of people who “Found” Waldo: 14
• Number of people who recognized and loved Ashley’s costume: 12+
• Number of people who commented on Ben’s costume: 0
• Girl’s phone numbers collected by Steven: 2
• Carousel rides: 2
• Longest ride wait time: 15 min
• Shortest ride wait time: 0 min
• Rides we got stuck on: Big Thunder Mountain.
• Safety Violations: At least 5
• Photos taken: 173 (this by the way is without mine...)
• Photos posted: 2:53am
• Amount of fun had: Immeasurable.

Ashley: (talking about gay friends) “A” is the man in the relationship.

Ben: Wait… “A” is the man? He wears the pants?

Ashley:Yeah.

Ben: So “B” wears the skirt?

Ashley: Yeah. If you saw them together, you would know.

Ben: Hmm. I think it’s more like “B” wears the skirt and “A” wears the skort.

“They put serial killers in here for hours or even days right before they crack them!” – Ben remarking on “It’s a Small World”

Ben: I have really good self-control.(Hillary and Ashley dissolve into a fit of giggles. Ben pouts.)

“Hold hands. No dancing.” – Our interpretation of Disney ride safety instructions

Ashley: (talking about the gas pedal in the slow race car) Push it! PUSH IT!
Hillary: (for the first time in recorded history) That’s what she said!

I can not wait to play with Miss. Tara...

Dreams...well, they are just that. I am not sure what I think of them exactly. I know that they mean something. But, not necessarily what you think they do.

Fall....please stay forever....

Let's just see whats next.

"It's just you and me, we'll live you'll see." "Day after day, wishing all our cares away, trying to fight the things we feel, but some hurts never heal, some ghosts are never gone, but we go on... we still go on.... and you find some way to survive..." "And when the night has finally gone, and when we see the new day dawn, we'll wonder how we wandered for so long so blind.... the light will make it look brand new.....
so let it shine... ... ... there will be light."

So, I apparently didn't get it. Sometimes I am oblivious.

"That would be worse than a roach" - Aunt Elizabeth (Referring to a large bear eating from ones freezer in the garage)....by the way it did not happen.

GRAMMA'S Home! :)

Talking in ones sleep on an airplane...super funny.

Okay...so I am done...I may have missed some things...oh well there is always tomorrow...